To feel better or to better feel? : Learning the season’s lessons
Do you have your feelings or do your feelings have you?
Consider this, do you ever say, “I couldn’t help it, I was just so angry / upset!” ?
This week I am confident that you will experience new freedom and begin to prevent your emotions from controlling you.
You will not be repressing your emotions, you will have your emotions and express your emotions but when YOU want to, and in the way that you choose.
2 Avoidance and addiction – ‘I will not cope with my feelings’
Trying to get rid of feelings causes more problems.
Primative survival needs for community and approval were paramount when you were a child (being angry might upset our primary caregiver and lose the affection you needed to survive for example) but when you take them into adult life and the survival habit (need for approval) becomes impossible as you now have to please a hundred people not just one or two!
If we are not afraid of feeling our emotions they cannot control us.
Feelings are not good or bad, they are information.
MIRIAM’S OPENING MESSAGE: How feelings affect behaviour and what we can do about it
Last week we began to connect with a deeper self, I was sometimes calling this the captain of the ship, this captain represents our Will.
When we get thrown off track, this is often because of habits or addictions. I sometimes visualise these being represented by the crew on the ship.
This week I want to look at our emotions and feelings because if we can become more comfortable with feeling our feelings, we won’t get into unconscious habits, addictions and behaviours that are designed to avoid our feelings.
For example if we are feeling sad and then drink a lot of alcohol to avoid feeling sad we double the problem. The reason for being sad remains and now we have an additional problem of a hangover. If we can just be without sadness then we only have to deal with the original feeling.
In Transactional Analysis there is a concept called racket feelings. This is where we believe we feel angry but this is just a cover for the sadness we cannot bear to feel, or we believe we are frightened but this is a cover for the anger we feel. If we are afraid of feeling shame or embarrassment we can end up with a lifetime of missed opportunities. Feeling the embarrassment would actually have been a lot easier than defending against it for decades.
This week we are continuing to install our one MAIN HABIT – that of spending time quietly connecting with our core self, our Will, our captain, our wise woman. The aim is to do this daily.
In addition if you do the meditation a few times this week, you will notice effects that impact your relationship with life.
Suggested activities: remember all activities are optional and can be done in any order at any time or not at all. As with all things, the more you engage the more you will get out of it, but a forced study or participation is counter productive.
Read this week’s materials and journal about your feelings.
Meditation: Breaking Emotional Habits – instructions on to how to do this exercise are in RESOURCES below
Monday – Friday
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Reflective inner voice work will be on the heart thread, planning, strategies and awareness work will be on the thinking thread and habit installation will be on the hand thread.
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🖐 Monday’s Action Post 🖐
Do the audio training “Breaking Emotional Habits”.
❣️ Monday heart post ❣️
Imagine that inside your chest is a safe, warm cave and in that cave shines a candle or a lantern.
Focussing on the light say your Sankalpa / mantra / motto three times as you focus on the light at your heart centre.
💭 Monday’s Thinking Post 💭
1 Which feeling do you find easiest to express out loud?
2 Which do you find hardest to express out loud?
3 Which do you find easiest to see / accept in others?
4 Which do you find hardest to see / accept in others?
❣️ Tuesday Reflection
Ponder this and maybe write about your response in your journal or here.
🍂A reflection taken from ‘The Way of the Happy Woman: living the best year of your life’ by Sara Avant Stover 🍂
- Read what I have written for Week 2 on the website.
- Print out the following handout (or read it online).
- Then pick out words that fit how you feel and / or words that you are drawn to.
- Are there any words you’d like to share in the thread below?
🤚 Check in here when you’ve spent some quiet time journaling.
💭 Wednesday Thinking Post 💭
Repeat this earlier exercise a week in 💭
Write “what do you want, Sweetie?” again at the top of a page / piece of paper
Refine your understanding 💭
Pick out three important wants and write in your journal about the needs underneath the want.
Identify any unhelpful rules or introjects that get in the way of your wants
You might find yesterday’s video helpful when you’re thinking about this.
🖐Wednesday Action Post 🖐
Make an autumn display in your house. The reasons for this are: it helps you stop and do something mindful; it’s a reminder of the harvest and gathering in aspect of this time of year; it’s creative; it can become a visual reminder for gratitude. Share your pictures here.
Keep a conker in your pocket or handbag, every time your touch it, repeat your slogan, mantra, sankalpa to yourself 3 times.
❣️Wednesday Heart Post❣️
Permission slip Wednesday
It’s ok to feel [feeling]…’
Listen within, and write yourself a permission slip.
💭 Thursday Thinking Post 💭
Go through your feelings list again.
What feelings do you want to avoid?
How do you avoid them?
Would it be ok to feel them?
🖐Thursday Action Post 🖐
Habit installation: check in here when you’ve spent some time reflecting quietly with yourself.
If you had multiple characters within your personality, as well as the Captain, who else do you recognise?
What treats can you give yourself this weekend that are in tune with you SEASONAL wants and needs, that are in tune with your feelings? Connect with and allow especially any hibernation or quiet needs as this will lead us into next week’s material for WEEK 3: THE CALM BODY.
This week’s resources:
meditation: READ THIS BEFORE YOU DO THE AUDIO
Just as yoga uses muscles you may not be used to using so that you move more effectively without undue strain, this exercise is a workout for your emotions.
You will be guided safely through feeling emotions – some of which you won’t find pleasant.
If you find an emotion difficult don’t over do it, do a gentler version until you become more practised.
Each emotion will be ‘expressed’ so it moves from feeling to action but the expression is between your thumb and forefinger. When feeling love the contact might be more gentle and anger might feel more aggressive.
Each time you feel an emotion you will be prompted to express it in this way.
Just like yoga, what seems simple can be very powerful and effective.
The audio is based on a form called Sentics and users found they no longer needed their meds!! I’m NOT suggesting you do that (don’t stop your meds), I just want you to know it is very powerful and I think over the years I’ve improved and enhanced it with my own additions, research and practice.
For more on this week’s topic please enjoy the following:
An exercise about feelings:
Very useful article about Racket Feelings: https://psychologymuffins.wordpress.com/2014/03/26/racket-feelings-in-transactional-analysis/
I use sentics in my work and created this week’s meditation partly from Clynes’ method as well as buddhist philosophy, Taoist thinking and my own practice: